it was the very 1st time i pray for him & it was not only pray in heart, not in silent, not in my own room .. but a blessing prayer that prayed in front of him .. with amen with my mum. count down for 9 weeks from now onward .. i'll miss his presence .. miss his very short answer , when i asked him a long long question ..ha may he fulfill what he planed to do in Taiwan may Jesus bless him

Christmas

Christmas .. a time to have turkey a time to buy gift for friends a time to decorate Christmas tree a time to gather with friends a time to spend money a time to get yourself jam in the traffic a time to relax a time to welcome winter a time to remember my sunday school teacher a time to plan for the coming year a time to bake cake , gingerman a time to celebrate with boy/gal friend a time to missing someone not beside you a time to receive gifts a time to open yur heart a time to listen to a sad story a time to know the true reason why the whole world are celebrating Christmas a time to know who was the baby who born on Christmas night a time to understand the meaning of " christ - mas " it's all about Jesus .. if u donno Him .. then it's the question i give to u why are you celebrating someone birthday .. someone that u don't know

unexpected

last time i'm more free .. there is time for me to spend with friends ..lim tea till donno what time .. but nowadays .. things happend and happend .. expected and unexpected .. go bali ... expected jeffrey passed away ... unexpected go malacca camp ... expected mummy operation ... unexpected prepare for yean's wedding ... expected zhi li passed away ... unexpected i think we are very positive ... we never think of those unexpected things will happen we never think of unexpected things can be happen so NEAR us since life is so fragile and can't controlable ... we should just trust in God ... don't u think so... we should just do what we need to do ...because u don't know when will you back to heaven.

Bali Trip VS Church Camp

我回来了 。。 九月期间，去了巴厘岛五天四夜逍遥游， 回来后的一个星期又去了马六甲三天两夜的营会。 同事问我， 两个地方， 哪一个比较好玩？ 我很认真的回忆， 真的想好好的回答她的问题。。 但溜出嘴边的答案尽然是, “两个都很不一样,不能比较吧” 巴厘岛。。 十年老友, 摄影学会老会员, 疯狂+好动,“叙旧”.. 即熟悉, 又好久不见。 远离工作, 浪漫婚礼, 轻松, 被安排, 不管, 随便, 都可以。 回来途中: 这辈子应该都不会再去巴厘岛了, 这片土地, 踩了两次,下回旅行也该到其他地方了吧。。 马六甲。。 新旧朋友, TNT组员, 热情, 热衷。 像在工作, 忙忙碌碌, 不能不管,“ 好的没问题” (camp commitee) 回来途中: 兴奋, 感动, 再一次的被爱拥抱， 每年都一定会参加。 生活品质有很多的阶级, 大家都不停地在往上爬。 但心灵的家就只有一个, 只有在你有空停下时, 才会体会到心原来是空的。 不要再用脑来想事情了， 用心来看吧。 只有用心来看, 角度才会不同。

will u regrets ? lives wholeheartedly

kelvin , he owns a shop , good business also .. quite rich i think ... 1st time meeting him .. listen to the conversation between him n my friend .. he is rich, drive big car, use branded bag and the way he talks, he seen like know all the great n fun n happening places in Jb ... we talk for quite a long time ...suddenly i realised , he don't have life ... cos he said if i die, i'll be regrets ... it sound weird to me , how come he'll has this kind of "conclusion " .. to something that yet happen .. n it's too bad ... will you regret ? seriously i don't know ... i'm asking myself ... how to live wholeheartedly since last friday's CG ... if women is made to be multitasking ... then can u teach me.. how to be wholeheartedly at the same time when we're doing more then a thing ... i'm learning ...

Dance

http://video.yahoo.com/watch/5610574/14725858

it just so good that no words can describe it ..

n the story behind it ..

so touched .. so beautiful

记事簿

我有很多的记事簿。 也因为有很多的记事簿，我常常把事情记下。 我常常把事情记下，也因为常常把事情记下，没记下的我都忘了。 我常常把记事簿翻出来看，蛮多的事情印象都很模糊。 看着记下的事情，彷弗又在一次的重新认识自己。 常常在想，如果再一次的发生，我的选择会不同吗，也许吧。 回头看着一路走来的自己，一切都好像很清楚。 A是对的 ， B是错的，但以前却都还要犹豫。 决定不了是因为当中包括着感觉吧。 今天想起了记事簿，是因为我从来都不觉得里面有着需要丢掉的记忆。 陪着米雪儿3个小时，她突然冒起了想把记事簿丢掉的念头。 我不禁地问起自己，当美丽的回忆原变成流泪不止的凶器时， 我还会留着它吗。

Passion - mean what

1. Passion .. a very strong feeling of love, hatred, angry, enthusiasm, etc.

2. Passion .. a very strong feeling of liking something; a hobby, an activity that you like very much

3.The Passion .. The Suffering and Death of Jesus Christ

The passion = the suffering n death of Jesus Christ

i don't understand

how can a word mean SO MUCH

if u're not Christian,

maybe u have no chance to know the 3rd meaning of this word

(suddenly i felt so heavy after knowing the meaning of it)

will u ever tell a liar to the whole world for the sake of a friend ?

what is the greatest price you'll pay for a friend

if someone willing to pay by his life

will u re-think about what friendship mean

or

maybe u will want to know what is life all about

what is the purpose of life ?

is it just the way u lives ?

i don't think it can be measure by how many storey your house

or

how many -zero- your bank book has

lives is meaningful n wonderful after you understand

the single word ~ Passion

i'm learning

(errhhh... i used to say “ kill me pls!!") Many times I don't understand why Too many don't understand make me going to be crazy I can't even ask WHY Many times people will just answer you "That's life " It makes me to rely on God more Because of unreasonable, I leave it to God Because of I can't continue, I draw strength from God Because of me, God give me comfort Because of His love, I found my life. The life that is so Different with or without Jesus Thank You for loving me. i can't imagine if it happen b4 i accepted Christ what will i do, when thing like that happen on me maybe i'll tell my whole world maybe i'll just cry The Greatest Commandment 36"Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?" 37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' 38This is the first and greatest commandment. 39And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.

i'm still learning how to love your neighbor as yourself...

he won't help me to run away , yet he will be with me , help me to overcome it .. That's my God ..

how about Yours ??

STOP here ..

will you still go .. will you still try .. many times i hope can change job, many times i hope to do somethings that i like, many times i hope to just been at home, many times i hope i can just spend without thinking of others commitment

but .. there is so much Buts .. but i can't.. but i don't dare.. a friends told me this b4 .. many people pray for direction.. but God didn't answer .. because of didn't get God answer.. they didn't move. someone said that to me b4 if u're not moving .. why do u need direction ? if u're not sit on the driver seat , why do u need direction without comfirmation .. i don't dare

NO time

it's because of no time ..

no time to arrange our thought

no time to enjoy a meal with best friends

no time to sit down to relax

no time to go for holiday

no time to do somethings that have already planned long time ago i miss my sick time, my MC time

really ..

that's when u're receiving blessed from others

can leave others things behind your mind take care all my friend

you can be weak also

can cry when u feel u like to

我拍不到。哪车

我一直认为相机是神奇的发明。 但在这样的环境， 仅有的路灯， 手上仅有的的相机。 我拍不到车子。

my 1st photoshop

after the 1st lesson .. i did this .. but after i show to my " teacher" .. haha

she give me lot's of suggestion .. n drop me some questions that i don't know how to asnwer ..

okie .. i'm editing it ..

"good morning" Dinner

sister fellowship .. 6 of us .. planing to try the new korean BBQ restaurant .. at pelangi.( near niniq )

8pm reach there .. the one that caught our eyes wasn't the waiter, wasn't the decor of the shop .. but the customers .. haha " thomas n wen mynn"

we order ..

we makan..

we chit chat ..

we watch korean drama..

an aunty ( next table , alone ) talk to us ... she is friendly , talkative .. OH .. she is a tour - guide . She speak with us in english, chinese, cantonese, hokian . it's fun to listen to her over the world story.

we talk till 12.30am , without reliazation .

23 feb ...2009

it since last yr July

this date was keeping in my mind

"22 feb 2009"

my best friend wedding

the bride we know each other when we were 14 yrs old the bride-groom he is my "older" friend in my mind i know him since primary

i was helping on the wedding

as a sister in the morning section

as a brother/ buddy at night dinner

it was fun

like Friends Gathering Dinner

i met my Junior schoolmate

i met my High schoolmate i met House 81 Gang

Best Blessing to them Tzyy chau n Sze yeing

Thank God for giving me such a good friend in my life ..

there r friends that i seldom meet .. yet close

blessed to the unbroken friendship

Surrender: Let Go and Let God Work

Surrender: Let Go and Let God Work by Rick Warren Surrender yourself to the Lord, and wait patiently for him. Psalm 37:7 (GWT) *** *** *** *** Surrendering your life means: · Following God’s lead without knowing where he’s sending you; · Waiting for God’s timing without knowing when it will come; · Expecting a miracle without knowing how God will provide; · Trusting God’s purpose without understanding the circumstances.

Surrendered hearts show up best in relationships. You are not self-serving, you don’t edge others out, and you don’t demand your rights. The most difficultthing for many people to surrender is their money. Many have thought, “I want to live for God but I also want to earn enough money to live comfortably and retire someday.” Retirement is not the goal of a surrender life, because it competes with God for the primary attention of our lives. Jesus said, “You cannot serve both God and money,” (Matthew 6:24 NIV)and “Wherever your treasure is, your heart will be also” (Matthew 6:21 NIV). The supreme example of self-surrender is Jesus. The night before his crucifixion Jesus surrendered himself to God’s plan. He prayed, “Father, everything is possible for you. Please take this cup of suffering away from me. Yet I want your will, not mine” (Mark 14:36 NLT). Jesus didn’t pray, “God, if you’re able to take away this pain, please do so.” He began by affirming that God can do anything! He prayed, “God, if it is in your best interest to remove this suffering, please do so. But if it fulfills your purpose, that’s what I want, too.” Genuine surrender says, “Father, if this problem, pain, sickness, or circumstance is needed to fulfill your purpose and glory in my life or in another’s life, please don’t take it away!” This level of maturity doesn’t come easy.In Jesus’ case, he agonized so much over God’s plan that he sweat drops of blood. Surrender is hard work. In our case, it requires intense warfare against our self-centered nature.

rawa

a colourful island

a peaceful place

it's not far from the city yet it's quiet n beautiful

a place that u won't feel squeeze

a joyful night

my 2009

what is my new year resolution ? i don't know le .. i have been praying about it .. but seen like no answer .. i don't even know what do i want .. or what can i do .. jan 2nd, jaelyn asked in cell .. wat do u want to do for 1. your family 2.your work place 3.church 4.personal in this yr ... i seriously think about it .. yet it still seen like no answer .. jan 9th, victor asked in cell.. which part of your life that u need to improve in yr 2009.. suddenly .. an answer jump out .. my family .. jan 11th, ps james asked in the service, wat will u remember ,the things that u have done together with your father.. i think of a long time , it's nothing very very special.. my brother just bought a car, i wasnt know until the car already arrived.. my brother painted his room, i wasnt know until i saw he throwing something out of his room.. my brother booked ticket to thailand during chinese new yr, i wasnt know until i saw his msn message.. how much do i really care of my family ...