unexpected

last time i'm more free ..
there is time for me to spend with friends ..lim tea till donno what time ..
but nowadays .. things happend and happend .. expected and unexpected ..

go bali ... expected
jeffrey passed away ... unexpected
go malacca camp ... expected
mummy operation ... unexpected
prepare for yean's wedding ... expected
zhi li passed away ... unexpected

i think we are very positive ...
we never think of those unexpected things will happen
we never think of unexpected things can be happen so NEAR us

since life is so fragile and can't controlable ...
we should just trust in God ... don't u think so...
we should just do what we need to do ...because u don't know when will you back to heaven.

Bali Trip VS Church Camp

我回来了 。。
九月期间，去了巴厘岛五天四夜逍遥游， 回来后的一个星期又去了马六甲三天两夜的营会。
同事问我， 两个地方， 哪一个比较好玩？
我很认真的回忆， 真的想好好的回答她的问题。。
但溜出嘴边的答案尽然是, “两个都很不一样,不能比较吧”

巴厘岛。。
十年老友, 摄影学会老会员, 疯狂+好动,“叙旧”.. 即熟悉, 又好久不见。
远离工作, 浪漫婚礼, 轻松, 被安排, 不管, 随便, 都可以。
回来途中: 这辈子应该都不会再去巴厘岛了, 这片土地, 踩了两次,下回旅行也该到其他地方了吧。。

马六甲。。
新旧朋友, TNT组员, 热情, 热衷。
像在工作, 忙忙碌碌, 不能不管,“ 好的没问题” (camp commitee)
回来途中: 兴奋, 感动, 再一次的被爱拥抱， 每年都一定会参加。

生活品质有很多的阶级, 大家都不停地在往上爬。

但心灵的家就只有一个, 只有在你有空停下时, 才会体会到心原来是空的。 不要再用脑来想事情了， 用心来看吧。

只有用心来看, 角度才会不同。

will u regrets ? lives wholeheartedly

kelvin , he owns a shop , good business also .. quite rich i think ...

1st time meeting him .. listen to the conversation between him n my friend ..

he is rich, drive big car, use branded bag and the way he talks, he seen like know all the great n fun n happening places in Jb ... we talk for quite a long time ...suddenly i realised , he don't have life ... cos he said if i die, i'll be regrets ... it sound weird to me , how come he'll has this kind of
"conclusion " .. to something that yet happen .. n it's too bad ...

will you regret ?
seriously i don't know ...

i'm asking myself ... how to live wholeheartedly since last friday's CG ...
if women is made to be multitasking ... then can u teach me.. how to be wholeheartedly at the same time when we're doing more then a thing ...

i'm learning ...

Dance

http://video.yahoo.com/watch/5610574/14725858

it just so good that no words can describe it ..

n the story behind it ..

so touched .. so beautiful

记事簿

我有很多的记事簿。 也因为有很多的记事簿，我常常把事情记下。

我常常把事情记下，也因为常常把事情记下，没记下的我都忘了。

我常常把记事簿翻出来看，蛮多的事情印象都很模糊。

看着记下的事情，彷弗又在一次的重新认识自己。



常常在想，如果再一次的发生，我的选择会不同吗，也许吧。

回头看着一路走来的自己，一切都好像很清楚。

A是对的 ， B是错的，但以前却都还要犹豫。

决定不了是因为当中包括着感觉吧。



今天想起了记事簿，是因为我从来都不觉得里面有着需要丢掉的记忆。

陪着米雪儿3个小时，她突然冒起了想把记事簿丢掉的念头。

我不禁地问起自己，当美丽的回忆原变成流泪不止的凶器时， 我还会留着它吗。

Passion - mean what

1. Passion .. a very strong feeling of love, hatred, angry, enthusiasm, etc.

2. Passion .. a very strong feeling of liking something; a hobby, an activity that you like very much

3.The Passion .. The Suffering and Death of Jesus Christ

The passion = the suffering n death of Jesus Christ

i don't understand

how can a word mean SO MUCH

if u're not Christian,

maybe u have no chance to know the 3rd meaning of this word

(suddenly i felt so heavy after knowing the meaning of it)

will u ever tell a liar to the whole world for the sake of a friend ?

what is the greatest price you'll pay for a friend

if someone willing to pay by his life

will u re-think about what friendship mean

or

maybe u will want to know what is life all about

what is the purpose of life ?

is it just the way u lives ?

i don't think it can be measure by how many storey your house

or

how many -zero- your bank book has

lives is meaningful n wonderful after you understand

the single word ~ Passion

i'm learning

(errhhh... i used to say “ kill me pls!!")

Many times I don't understand why
Too many don't understand make me going to be crazy
I can't even ask WHY
Many times people will just answer you
"That's life "

It makes me to rely on God more
Because of unreasonable, I leave it to God
Because of I can't continue, I draw strength from God
Because of me, God give me comfort
Because of His love, I found my life.
The life that is so Different with or without Jesus
Thank You for loving me.

i can't imagine if it happen b4 i accepted Christ
what will i do, when thing like that happen on me
maybe i'll tell my whole world
maybe i'll just cry

The Greatest Commandment
36"Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the Law?"
37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.'
38This is the first and greatest commandment.
39And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.

i'm still learning how to love your neighbor as yourself...

he won't help me to run away , yet he will be with me , help me to overcome it .. That's my God ..

how about Yours ??