22nd April

it's the 22nd days
am i wasting my time
some might says yes
some might says no
if i could know when will i die then maybe i'll get the answer right
if i'm going back to heaven soon
then i think i'm wasting my time now, very badly
if i got a long life, i don mind to rest at this moment
am i don't mind or am i don't know how to mind

i don mind to be don mind , that why i don mind

快疯了

笑到快疯了

原来Tioman可以这样玩

久违了

the 1st day

the 1st day
many ppl congrats me
i was confused, "need to be so happy meh ?" came in to my mind, i asked myself.
i'm actually jobless, it simply mean i'm gonna use my saving till donno when

"i really donno"
it is the 1st time i let myself to be empty-ed
i'm not used to it
i seldom answer ppl "donno"
i used to be always know and always give the right answer
(i think the best things i learn from alpha training- don answer)

i'm not worry, is it mean i have strong faith in you?
i donno
i haven't set any target for myself, is it mean i'm waiting for the higher calling?
i donno
how to choose?
how to decide ?
when am i going to know ?
how to be sure?







thanks for my family, the supports and understanding
thanks for friends beside, the prayer support and care
thanks God for the fruitful 1st day
thanks God for A~ , well done,once again i see God's goodness never fail, i see the love n peace that filled
thanks God for my lovely grandma, may she stays healthy
thanks God for everyone that i met today

will soar on wings like eagles

Isaiah 40:28 Do you not know?


Have you not heard?

The LORD is the everlasting God,

the Creator of the ends of the earth.

He will not grow tired or weary,

and his understanding no one can fathom.

29 He gives strength to the weary

and increases the power of the weak.

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,

and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD

will renew their strength.

They will soar on wings like eagles;

they will run and not grow weary,

they will walk and not be faint.





28 你 豈 不 曾 知 道 麼 ？ 你 豈 不 曾 聽 見 麼 ？ 永 在 的 　 神 耶 和 華 ， 創 造 地 極 的 主 ， 並 不 疲 乏 ， 也 不 困 倦 ； 他 的 智 慧 無 法 測 度 。

29 疲 乏 的 ， 他 賜 能 力 ； 軟 弱 的 ， 他 加 力 量 。

30 就 是 少 年 人 也 要 疲 乏 困 倦 ； 強 壯 的 也 必 全 然 跌 倒 。

31 但 那 等 候 耶 和 華 的 必 從 新 得 力 。 他 們 必 如 鷹 展 翅 上 騰 ； 他 們 奔 跑 卻 不 困 倦 ， 行 走 卻 不 疲 乏 。



我常唱STILL
明白的我想要
跟随着展翅的飞
原来并不是单单的展翅飞翔
如鷹展翅上騰

好美

我在听

我想我是不自然的
对于明天即将发生的

对于我所照成的不便
对不起啦希望你会得到公平待遇

月前的我已经开始预备自己
有点期待
有点彷徨
有点象“多吉普的天空”里的poo
要更勇敢
生活更有意义


我要自己的明天
明天又太多的可能

上帝，在带领对吗
我在听

back to the basic

http://profile.purposedriven.com/dailyhope/post.html?contentid=5987

“Other seed fell on shallow soil with underlying rock. This seed began to grow, but soon it withered and died for lack of moisture.” Luke 8:6 (NLT)

If you don’t make time for God, you are not going to hear from God.
You have to slow down and be quiet so you can hear him.
When you are in a hurry you can’t hear God.
If I fly over a country in a plane, I miss all of the details.
If I take the train, I see a little bit more.
If I take a car, I’ll see a little bit more.
If I walk across the country, I will see a lot of details.
The faster you are going in life, the more you miss.
When we live hurried lives, God gets shuffled off into the spare minutes and he is short changed with our time. We say, “Lord, speak to me but do it quickly.” Skimping on our time with God leads to a life that becomes more and more shallow. We don’t go deep because we don’t make time for it.
We aren’t spending enough time alone with God, if at all. He needs quality time to change us.

This shallow lifestyle, where we’re always in a hurry, represents the shallow or rocky soil in Jesus’ parable.

Most of Israel has a thin layer of topsoil over a bedrock of limestone.
The soil isn’t very deep.
Jesus says that when the seed falls on this soil it begins to grow but is soon withered and dies for lack of moisture because its roots can’t go down deep.

Jesus says this shallow soil represents a superficial mind.
A person with this mind kind of listens to God’s Word, and maybe gets emotionally moved, but she/he never really does anything about it.

Over the last thirty years, I can’t tell you how many people have come up to me after a church service to tell me how moved they were by my message.
And yet, months later they still aren’t showing any life change because they didn’t let the message sink in.

How do you get past this? How do you change from being a shallow person to a deep person who keeps the faith even when a recession or an illness or a job loss or marriage trouble hits?

You need two things:
A daily quiet time. You need time alone with God to read the Bible, pray and keep a journal of the things you are learning.
A weekly small group. You need time with other believers who are close to you and can give you a fresh perspective. They can give you the encouragement and accountability you need to go deeper in your relationship with God.
 
 
i like this , not because it speak to me but once again it reminded me , back to the basic
"spent quality quiet time "

i'm with You

was talking with a 20yrs old gal
earning RM1400 per month
driving a 7 yrs old made in our own land's car

i asked her, what do you want to be in days ahead
she told me, own a dessert shop
then she asked me, where will u go for dessert in JB
seriously i don't have an answer for her
so how to start, how to make your dream come true
she said, at 1st you need RM50k

i don't remember did i have any dream when i were 20
i'm glad that she got a dream
i'm glad that people knowing what is their dream

i wish i know where to head to
i were thinking to tell everyone that don't ask me the same question again
i don't have the asnwer yet
should i list down all the posible dream which might come true

i know i should practice the faith from above
to be still and not to be discouraged
there are 1000 things that are able to make you unhappy
but there is also an assurance that He is with us
what are you worry still
aren't you hands in His


I don't care where I go When I'm with you