在你爱里没有惧怕

顺服
那里没有惧怕
而是满有力量的

是那样的吗
是吧 做了就知道
在无比软弱时
我要看见你的刚强

越越越像你

对于出走
我极少犹豫
要去就走呗
途中建立关系
这个当然

但
我在意游伴
三拍还不和
我会疯掉
太怕会疯掉
所以我在意游伴

上帝啊
赐我爱人的耐
教我把人当人
他们不是那移动的树

学着突然

日复一日
我让早知道
变成了幸好来得及
星期二签证办好
星期三我飞

我不喜欢突然变动
常有的临时动议
让我不仅五度怀疑
自己的适应能力
自圆其说地常默默地辩护
也许那就是上帝赋予精彩生活的一种方式

我不能想像
如凡事都如预计发展 顺利进行
无所期待 生活惊吓指数过底

last nite

Here I'm waiting

16th today
The middle day
30 days seem to be long
But 4 weeks are short

I can't hear you
I think I've forgotten how to hear you
Can you pls speak
I'm waiting
Noone understand
Noone like you
Noone understand more than you

I love Cambodia

一直很期待的那八天
匆匆的我又回到了这里
离开了柬埔寨蔚蓝的天空
我问自己留下了什么
又问自己带回了什么

很多的留下
不只是那箱箱的旧衣服
也不只那预备很久的英文教材
不只是那八天的时间
还有那团队的努力

难以估计的我带回了
八天的接触
八天的提会
八天的看见
八天的感动
上帝的介入
上帝的慈爱
无限的希望

The unseen love

I was thinking
Do I 'understand' my salvation after I went for the funeral
Why I've no burden to share the good news to the people around me

Do I 'understand' His love
Why I've no love to the people around me

Do I 'understand' that he died on the cross for the sin of mine and he rose again

I think I might need to be born in Thailand or Cambodia ,in order to experience/  to understand what is king of the country to me and what is the kingdom

Oh Lord , teach me from the beginning

It was about doing the thing that you don like

most of the time I don't know what to talk , What should I pray before I leave

I told myself - I don't like

I think I still don't like , Yet I went n I will go

Sometime Jesus heal,and we all know not all the time he heals

When healing doesn't come , give me more grace to trust You more

I don't like to visit but give me more so that i can experience your grace n learn to be more like you